Sometimes I remember
to water the
plants
when I see them
half dead
prisoners of
plastic pots
gradient shades of green turning to brown
folding up like
burnt paper edges
in a slow flaming
fire
branches sagging
downward
limp dicked in a
forced death trance
thirsty without
legs
no audio
no white flag
waiting for me
to remember
so they don’t
die.
That’s a big
responsibility.
I can’t be
trusted with plants
animals
or small children
(not to mention
kitchen appliances made in Taiwan).
Someone shouts
my name from across the room,
“Shawn, why don’t
you water these fucking plants!?”
I turn around
see no one
my head spins
left to right
back to front
but there is no
one there.
I am not disturbed.
This happens a
lot.
I keep
everything, everyone around me on
life support.
I’ll water relationships
once and awhile
spray the leaves
with a gentle mist
so they appear fresher
then they
actually are
and continue to muddle
on
in my emotional
failure.
If I had remembered
to pay the water bill
I might have
made it right
with my bathtub
with my bathtub
my hygiene
my tiolet
my tiolet
my liver
my kitchen floor
not to mention
the plants
and the voice in
the back of my head
that keeps
making demands
against my
against my
drought stricken soul.